Rotton Gods

Whenever I am travelling in overseas just it happens, I don't want to think about past or compare here and now topics and freedom in thinking and speech with what we have had in Iran so far.

All the years of my life that I spent in Iran, we have had religious courses which JUST TEACHERs (mostly religious people) keep talking what is Islam and why it is true last religion on it's own and prophet Mohammad is seald prophet!!! and GOD!

At that time, even you couldn't even think about it and say why? because already they had an answer for any of their assumptions! and if you would ask why even does god exist? there was an extreme answer: "if sombody didn't believe to God after you explain all you try, The last way is to beat him up"

So nobody has the courage to ask why?! and it was in my mind all my life! I hate this book I hate their teaching! I hate this religion and I hate all religious teachings! and all my life I wanted to yell at them I hate your Rotton Gods which doesn't let me ask!

The thing is I didn't know I hate it that much! I should pass these courses like everybody else! I knew I hated all religious courses in my schools and university! but I didn't know why? even when I grow older I didn't notice why? then suddenly one day I realized I have to find out what's wrong with me! why can't I get a good mark in this course which everybody else mostly they have had their best marks in this kind of courses!

For me, just I couldn't understand it at all! so I decided to study through myself and to see whats wrong! why do I hate this course? and at last, one day I discovered!

I didn't have any small chance to talk my mind!! obviously I should have had lots of chances to talk my mind in school but how could I? when there is a threat even in the book itself and your teacher keep repeating it! as a child I've got a fear, a threat was with me! always! and I have not had any clue about it! till the they I found what's the problem! I trace it back and I could see that fear again!

In school, just we were all ears to listen what their say and keep pushing in our minds to get good grades but in reality we were brainwashed! Even they've got our courage to ask why? why? why?

They taught us all their assumptions as a fact! like:
There is a God! Just one God! There were some prophets from God to guide people! They had miracles! Mohammad is the last prophet! Quran is his miracel! Quran is a book from God!

How did you prove them all? and if you did prove us why did you threat us (kids) "if you don't still believe us we are gonna beat you badly, then you will understand what we say!"?
so my religious teachers, you didn't prove it, you threat us!

It's been a while I tear into pieces all your miracle books! and all your fantasy stories about God and his prophet! I declared to be myself and to believe just in logic and science.
I declared to turn a flashlight to show every bits of your God and your religion and argue it with logic.

I've tried so hard to erase you from my mind and all your hatred memories which you were trying to push stupid religious topics in my mind! your God, your religion is gone forever because just I couldn't find any reasonable argument in your theories and books! right now there is no threat, there is no fear, there is no social boundries anymore! Here and now, I am writing to you,

Your rotton Gods, your rotton prophet and your rotton Book destroyed and it won't come back again!